Could it be that its just my birthday? Or maybe i've finally felt the freedom i've been needing for a while is finally here. Or possibly it's just the song i'm listening to but either way i feel great. I'm on my way to rekindle some of my old friendships, i feel like i have a new start at life, it's just wonderful. i've gotten the sudden urge to just go out and get completely trashed with a few of the friends i have left, see what happens. We only live this life once so live it up to the fullest. I'm not afraid of taking chances now, certain people we neet are able to drive us to do what we could barely imagine. The people i've meet in the past, whether i still talk to them or not, every single one of them have taught me something. I dont want to be held back anymore, i feel like i can finally be who i've wanted to be for so long. I just feel fantastic.

It's just i no my parents are going to ruin this once i do something kinda stupid. But hey i'll get a car soon enough....maybe.